at least we're alive.

charmeleons: jo—harvelle: Hey so if we have a mutual follow goin on, feel free to ask for...

Sun, 19 May 2013 01:09:16 -0500

jo—harvelle:

Hey so if we have a mutual follow goin on, feel free to ask for my

cellular number

snapchat

twitter

facebook

skype

email

facetime

first born

you know, anything you want

poopflow: a sex position called the gatsby where you stare longingly at your partner from a...

Sun, 19 May 2013 01:08:50 -0500

poopflow:

a sex position called the gatsby where you stare longingly at your partner from a distance and scream old sport when you climax

Things will get better, I just don't know when...: Ladies of Tumblr!

Sun, 19 May 2013 00:35:41 -0500

Things will get better, I just don't know when...: Ladies of Tumblr!:

sleepy-time-bear:

I would like to pose a question to y’all. I have decided with my GYN that the best birth control option for me in the IUD Mirena since I always mess up my pills. I just have a few questions for anyone that has/ has had it.

Did the insertion hurt?

Have you had any side effects?

Have you had…

reblogging in case any of my followers know!

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Sun, 19 May 2013 00:35:01 -0500

geometricdeathtrap: metallikato: generallegendary: metallikato: jewelstaites: how to give a...

Sun, 19 May 2013 00:34:44 -0500

geometricdeathtrap:

metallikato:

generallegendary:

metallikato:

jewelstaites:

how to give a good handjob

bop it

pull it

twist it

harder

better

faster

stronger

You pull your left hand in
You pull your left hand out
You pull your left hand in
And you shake it all about!

Cha cha real smooth

none of you ever touch a penis

chinkerbelle: Reasons I grab my boobs running upstairs running downstairs running stoked on...

Sun, 19 May 2013 00:34:05 -0500

chinkerbelle:

Reasons I grab my boobs

running upstairs

running downstairs

running

stoked on life

scared

walking through my house in the dark

bored

boobs

mickeyrenee: Yeah. She’s perfect.

Sun, 19 May 2013 00:10:21 -0500

mickeyrenee:

Yeah. She’s perfect.

touchmishaswormstache: SPN MEME: One hunter➝ Dean...

Sun, 19 May 2013 00:09:35 -0500

touchmishaswormstache:

SPN MEME: One hunter
➝ Dean Winchester

“How I feel… inside me… I wish I couldn’t feel anything, Sammy. I wish I couldn’t feel a damn thing.”

sexualfrustrationmama: we don’t need to “teach girls to say no”, we need to teach boys to take “no”...

Sun, 19 May 2013 00:04:39 -0500

sexualfrustrationmama:

we don’t need to “teach girls to say no”, we need to teach boys to take “no” for an answer so that girls who learn to say no, who already say no, who’ve been saying no can feel like it’s even a viable option that’ll have an effect in the first place

laugh-addict: when parents think that calling you “lazy” is going to motivate you

Sun, 19 May 2013 00:04:15 -0500

laugh-addict:

when parents think that calling you “lazy” is going to motivate you

everyone: it's just a book

Sun, 19 May 2013 00:00:47 -0500

everyone: it's just a book
you: YOU KNOW NOTHING
everyone: it's just a tv show
you: STOP TALKING
everyone: it's just a movie
you: WRONG
everyone: it's just a...
you: YOU HAVE LOST THE RIGHT TO SPEAK

bro-mom: you know what i can actually relate to this one

Sat, 18 May 2013 23:59:57 -0500

bro-mom:

you know what i can actually relate to this one

givemetrills: okay growing up is nice and all because you aren’t treated like a child and you can...

Sat, 18 May 2013 23:59:29 -0500

givemetrills:

okay growing up is nice and all because you aren’t treated like a child and you can do fun adult things.
but growing up is not nice because responsibilities. ugh

treat pops :))

Sat, 18 May 2013 15:58:09 -0500

treat pops :))

McGonagall is the best teacher everyone else can go...

Sat, 18 May 2013 01:38:19 -0500

McGonagall is the best teacher everyone else can go home.

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Sat, 18 May 2013 01:37:05 -0500

youcanalwayscountonthestars: sodigress: mishethequiche: always...

Sat, 18 May 2013 01:36:07 -0500

youcanalwayscountonthestars:

sodigress:

mishethequiche:

alwaysacatch:

Supernatural | 1.01 Pilot

THEY’RE BABIES OMG

YOU’RE SO TINY

FETUS SAM AND DEAN ARE ASDFGHJKLFUK

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Sat, 18 May 2013 01:31:49 -0500

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Sat, 18 May 2013 01:30:44 -0500

so, i post weird and stupid little text posts occasionally but i feel like i don’t actually...

Sat, 18 May 2013 01:26:31 -0500

so, i post weird and stupid little text posts occasionally but i feel like i don’t actually give you all a proper update into what is actually going on in my life.

so for anyone who is interested, here is my, like, life.

read, don’t read, i don’t care. this is just if you’d like to get to know me better. or you’re just a nosy little shit that needs to know people’s lives. cuz i’m one of those people.

okay here we go.

so i had been going to lsu- shreveport and majoring in elementary education. in october i decided that i didn’t want to be a teacher anymore. well, i didn’t really decide. it was more like a realization i had finally come to understand.

i have always loved and wanted to work with kids. and i’ve always wanted to teach. but i realize that i didn’t want to teach in the literal sense. i want to teach kids more than just social studies and science and math and spelling. i wanted to be a mentor, a guide, a mother figure. i wanted to teach them about life. i’m relatively intelligent and always did well in school (except for when i was lazy or procrastinated) but i was never really a fan of learning once i got out of elementary school and did mostly the minimum of what i had to do in order to reach the next level. when i started writing lesson plans and teaching in a school for one of my methods classes, i realized that i couldn’t teach a kid about newton’s laws when i didn’t fully understand that shit myself at the age of 20/21.

it was really, really difficult for me to understand this about myself because i have literally wanted to be a teacher since i was a child. i always thought it was what i wanted to do. so you can imagine the many breakdowns i had over this.

fast forward to the end of the semester where i received three f’s and one c as my final grades. my gpa went from a 2.54 to a 2.25, i didn’t do any of my final papers or projects and i quit scheduling observations for schools that i was supposed to do because i felt so lost.

in november during thanksgiving break, i had a two day breakdown while i struggled to complete at least a couple assignments so i could pull a d in a couple classes (which obviously didn’t happen). i started scouring the internet for answers to my problem and came across a child studies major. intrigued, i found out more about it and then desperately began searching colleges around me for one that might have it. one college in southern louisiana had it but i didn’t want to live in a dorm and the distance was too long for me to commute. so i searched in kentucky, where i’m from. i found the major at the college i originally planned on attending before i decided to move to louisiana. but the major was also a program that you had to be accepted into which required you to have a certain gpa. which was way higher than mine. so i searched again and found this major at another college. and it was completely online. i almost cried with joy. i wouldn’t have to live in a dorm. i could finish my degree online. it was exactly what i wanted. i looked more into the college and degree requirements. it was perfect.

fast forward to an afternoon in early january where i am up in kentucky visiting my family and friends and registering for one more semester at lsus.

i decided to enroll for the spring semester and take easy, freshman classes while i made up mind about going to wku, even though i was extremely sure about my decision to go there.

now it’s may 18th and the spring semester is over. i made a 3.0 this semester which raised my 2.25 gpa to a 2.34. i’m hoping to keep raising it as i continue college. i also am accepted at wku and have finished the transfer process. i am enrolled for three summer classes and four fall classes. i have my summer books and the tuition paid. i have communicated several times with my advisor who is sweet and funny and extremely helpful. i am majoring in family and consumer sciences with a concentration in child studies and a minor in family studies. i’m going to be in college for an extra year and a half due to my decision to change majors in schools very late in my college career, but i’m extremely lucky to have a grandma and dad who are paying for my tuition and books and support my decision to transfer.

so that’s been my school business.

over these past few months, i have made the decision to quit my job at michaels and search for a new one starting next month. in june, i’ll have worked there two years. i enjoy many aspects of my job. i like most of the people i work with and i get to do crafts with kids, host birthday parties, and do demos of various crafts for adults. i also get any days off that i want and they are very good about working with my schedule.

i want to quit though for a few reasons.

1. the store manager and assistant store manager both have a habit of speaking to you in a sarcastic, condescending tone and taking their anger and stress out on everyone around them. almost everyone has complained about it from both of them. it makes the entire workplace uncomfortable and as a result, no one is happy or wants to be there. we all understand how many responsibilities their jobs require but they knew what they were signing up for.

2. in the fall when i am taking classes for wku, i will be taking strictly online classes which will require me to manage my time more efficiently and make sure that i have a consistent schedule in order for me to succeed. i think it would help me to have a job that gave me a more predictable and consistent schedule instead of having me close a couple nights then open then work midshift some days. it would be better for me i could get mostly all of the same shifts so i could plan my time for schoolwork much better.

3. i’d like to work somewhere that i could get more experience working with kids to put on my resume and give me the experience i need and can use to prepare for my future career. i hardly get to work with kids at my job and when i do, i don’t even get to see the child for very long or even focus on them that much. i want to be completely involved with children and get that experience.

4. our store manager just put her two weeks in earlier this week. i honestly don’t want to deal with hiring a new store manager and getting used to a new person and style of management and deal with that tension that will be floating around the store with all the employees on their toes, not knowing what to expect.

so after i get back from kentucky on june 11 (i leave 5/23) i’m going job hunting. i’ve one some already but haven’t come up with much.

so that’s it for work drama.

so i just got some big news the other day that i will be a big sister again. my dad’s girlfriend andi is pregnant. my mom was looking at her facebook and saw a couple statuses she had posted and asked me and my sister if we knew anything. my sister called my dad and asked him about and he told her that he wanted to tell us both together when i came up there next week for her graduation. my sister got extremely pissed because she hates andi (she throws around the word hate pretty often) and she told me she was going to have no part in the babies life. i tried to talk to her and tell her how unfair she was being but she called me a bitch and asked why i wasn’t on her side. my dad talked to her today though and said he got her to calm down somewhat and she’s feeling a little bit different. i, on the other hand, was excited and i can’t wait to find out the gender and be a part of the baby’s life, despite the fact i’ll be old enough to be its mother (i’ll be 22 when it’s born). the due date is january so i’m hoping i’ll be up in kentucky visiting when it’s born.

so i guess that’s about all that’s been going on in my life. i guess there have been other little things but these are the major, life changing ones. i’ve taken up a bad habit of cutting when i get extremely sad and lonely and hopeless, but i’ve lately been able to talk myself out of it and go to sleep before i can act on the urge. i did it twice in december 2011 and didn’t do it again until last month when i did it several times and now half my thigh is covered in fading scars. i had the urge the other night but managed to ignore it, though it took a lot of strength. i’ve been hitting some lows with my body acceptance journey and am struggling to overcome these feelings of complete hatred of myself. it’s difficult to admit i ended up self harming but i’m glad i’m actually admitting it and not keeping it a secret anymore. i don’t keep secrets very often but this was one i kept from even my best couple of friends because i was so embarrassed.

that’s all i can think of at the moment. i hope you nosy people enjoyed my life update. it was kind of long.